I was eating dinner like 5 minutes ago and I was wearing this hat cause my hair looked gross today so I used the hat to cover it up. My dad looked at me and told me to take it off. I replied by saying “please no, its so ugly”, he said take it off again to which I just said no. He looked at my mom and said “why do you let him do this” and got up from the table and walked off saying like “fuck off”. He got so mad that he stormed out of the house…
Half an hour later he comes home straight to my room and starts yelling at me telling me how I have to obey his rules and how Im disrespectful, and that as long as I live in his house that I have to do everything he says.. I was surprised he didnt like slap me or something.. He looked so angry.
I just find it so silly how he gets mad because I wear a hat inside.. Apparently thats disrespectful? Idk he does the same thing with hoods.
Its fucked up because thats not the only thing that bothers him, its like if I was doing the dishes he makes me like seperate the mugs from cups, and I have to put them in the cupboard a certain way. And also like Im not allowed to drink milk and stuff like that from glasses, only from mugs.
Sometimes I just get so sick of him, which is why I avoid contact with him and the family (since hes always there).
He didnt use to be like this, it all started happening a few years ago. I feel like thats partially because he doesnt like the fact that Im gay, and because of that wants to control small things that bother him, because the big ones he cant really do anything about.
Congratulations if you actually read up to this point, sorry just ranting.